A Speech at the Lost and FoundI lost a few goddesses on my way from south to north,as well as many gods on my way from east to west.Some stars went out on me for good: part for me, O sky.Island after island collapsed into the sea on me.I'm not sure exactly where I left my claws,who wears my fur, who dwells in my shell.My siblings died out when I crawled onto landand only a tiny bone in me marks the anniversary.I leapt out of my skin, squandered vertebrae and legs,and left my senses many many times.Long ago I closed my third eye to it all,waved it off with my fins, shrugged my branches.Scattered by the four winds to a place that time forgot,how little there remains of me surprises me a lot,a singular being of human kind for now,who lost her umbrella in a tram somehow. foto: Massimo Bartera
A Large Number
Four billion people on this earth,
but my imagination is the way it's always been:
bad with large numbers.
It is still moved by particularity.
It flits about the darkness like a flashlight beam,
disclosing only random faces,
while the rest go blindly by,
unthought of, unpitied.
Not even a Dante could have stopped that.
So what do you do when you're not,
even with all the muses on your side?
Non omnis moriar-a premature worry.
Yet am I fully alive, and is that enough?
It never has been, and even less so now.
I select by rejecting, for there's no other way,
but what I reject, is more numerous,
more dense, more intrusive than ever.
At the cost of untold losses-a poem, a sigh.
I reply with a whisper to a thunderous calling.
How much I am silent about I can't say.
A mouse at the foot of mother mountain.
Life lasts as long as a few lines of claws in the sand.
My dreams-even they are not as popolous as they should be.
There is more solitude in them than crowds or clamor.
Sometimes someone long dead will drop by for a bit.
A single hand turns a knob.
Annexes of echo overgrow the empty house.
I run from the threshold down into the quiet
valley, seemingly no one's-an anachronism by now.
Where does all this space still in me come from-
that I don't know.
(Szymborska, .....of humand kind for now....)